[11.08.2003]
to my dearest
you're the sweetest thing i ever had
i'm so glad that we have met
i want to lay down for a kiss
but there are more things that i miss
always i carry you in my heart
that makes us not feel so apart
i like to watch the sky above
the same under which walks the one i love
although the sea divides us two
you know i'm always there for you
no matter what i will wait here
there's nothing that you have to fear
until the day we meet again
i want you to know
i love you fran
[27.01.2004]
Standing alone on the bridge
All feelings are gone
Except this single one
Looking over the edge
Trying to think it over again
All feelings are gone
Except this single one
All seems to be in vain
Though it was ok right from the start
All feelings are gone
Except this single one
Piercing sharply through my heart
Falling deep, losing control
All feelings are gone
Except this single one
Will you rescue me? // alternatively: No one will rescue my soul
[07.05.2004]
Anger creeping up its way
Wanna beat someone today
For all the words that have been said
But I swallow it instead
The heat of anger in my head
It fells like fire, how I sweat
My fists get stiffer more and more
My throat is bringing out a roar
The anger overcomes my mind
I can't see clear, I'm almost blind
But in this moment I must frown
The anger suddenly calmed down
[30.04.2005]
clutching to the ground, grabbing deep into the earth
trying to reach the crystal clear lying just before him
taking his last deep breath to gather his last bit of strength
stretching his long arms as far as he can
but all in vain, he can’t reach out
the source which would bring back all his power
just before him, still too far away
closing his eyes now aware of his fate
destiny comes true and does not wait
sad wings spreading over his head
the tree of life has dried – he's dead
[05.01.2006]
In love and despair
He spread his broken wings
And tumbled through the air
Unaware of all other things
Nothing to lose than his life
And already given up all he had
He closed his eyes for this last dive
Then rapidly crushed on the ground and was dead
to my dearest
you're the sweetest thing i ever had
i'm so glad that we have met
i want to lay down for a kiss
but there are more things that i miss
always i carry you in my heart
that makes us not feel so apart
i like to watch the sky above
the same under which walks the one i love
although the sea divides us two
you know i'm always there for you
no matter what i will wait here
there's nothing that you have to fear
until the day we meet again
i want you to know
i love you fran
[27.01.2004]
Standing alone on the bridge
All feelings are gone
Except this single one
Looking over the edge
Trying to think it over again
All feelings are gone
Except this single one
All seems to be in vain
Though it was ok right from the start
All feelings are gone
Except this single one
Piercing sharply through my heart
Falling deep, losing control
All feelings are gone
Except this single one
Will you rescue me? // alternatively: No one will rescue my soul
[07.05.2004]
Anger creeping up its way
Wanna beat someone today
For all the words that have been said
But I swallow it instead
The heat of anger in my head
It fells like fire, how I sweat
My fists get stiffer more and more
My throat is bringing out a roar
The anger overcomes my mind
I can't see clear, I'm almost blind
But in this moment I must frown
The anger suddenly calmed down
[30.04.2005]
clutching to the ground, grabbing deep into the earth
trying to reach the crystal clear lying just before him
taking his last deep breath to gather his last bit of strength
stretching his long arms as far as he can
but all in vain, he can’t reach out
the source which would bring back all his power
just before him, still too far away
closing his eyes now aware of his fate
destiny comes true and does not wait
sad wings spreading over his head
the tree of life has dried – he's dead
[05.01.2006]
In love and despair
He spread his broken wings
And tumbled through the air
Unaware of all other things
Nothing to lose than his life
And already given up all he had
He closed his eyes for this last dive
Then rapidly crushed on the ground and was dead