Traenen_Engel

      Traenen_Engel

      Ein neuer Start


      “I wish I could go now
      I jus want to leave everything behind and start fresh.
      The times I messed up and jus wish I could of died is huge,
      The times I wanted to run and hide can not be counted.”

      Ever had the feeling of staring a new
      Starting a new life?
      A new page?
      A new book?
      A fresh page?

      Not many people believe in a new start,
      They rather sink their sorrows in
      Drugs
      Smoking
      Drinking
      And other ways

      They are taking the easy route
      Out of life.
      The route that I wanted to take many, many years back.

      I tormented myself to not be like the others,
      I was different,
      And
      Able to conquer, what was in my way
      (So I thought)

      I started lacking, sinking into the same trap as most other people in the world
      Falling deeper
      And deeper
      And deeper
      So deep I didn’t even know where to go
      What to do
      When to sleep
      When to do anything

      I just knew that I have become like the others
      I have given up
      On my hopes
      My good memories
      On everything that was dear to me.

      Everything I ever dreamed
      Was gone
      It was as empty as a jar of your favorite jam

      It was and is the hardest time of my life
      Not knowing where one is going
      What one is doing
      Why one is doing the things
      That one said never to do.

      One start thinking
      Thinking about everything
      That was
      That is
      And that of
      What will become of oneself.

      You wish you could turn back the time
      You wish you could change the future
      You want to be a different person
      You want to make a fresh start

      Because
      You just had enough of everything that has happened
      You want to be your old self again
      You now know
      That you can’t turn back the time
      But can make a change in your future.


      “I wish I could go now
      I jus want to leave everything behind and start fresh.
      The times I messed up and jus wish I could of died is huge,
      The times I wanted to run and hide can not be counted.”

      Life is too short to waste your time on your past
      Look ahead to the future
      And start making a difference now.

      I have noticed
      That people come
      And people go
      Again

      One has to use the time wisely with them because
      You don’t know
      When you will see them again.

      You don’t know
      How long you will live
      You don’t know
      What might be tomorrow
      Nor do you know
      If you reject a opportunity
      It could have been something great.

      Yes, we mess up in life,
      We all do, that’s why we are here to learn
      And take risks and opportunities.
      We need to go out there and experience.

      Don’t give up
      Try again
      And again
      And again.

      Be who you want to be.

      We all mess up
      And no one can change it
      We can just learn from it
      And change it for our future.

      People say, they can’t get a fresh start….
      People complain they in a pit and can’t get out…
      Those are the people that don’t want to change
      They are the ones that are to good for themselves.

      Everyone
      Can make a fresh start
      Even when you are in the worst stat ever.

      It’s just up to the person
      If they want that fresh start.



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