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Du schaust mir in die Augen."Doch, ich glaube schon, dass du alle um dich herum manipulierst. Und ich glaube, das weißt du ganz genau."
Schreck. Das ist neu. Meine Fassade bröckelt weg.
Nein, nein, nein. Das stimmt nicht.
"Was?"
"Im Ernst. Tu nicht so. Du weißt was ich meine."
Ich spüre eine Träne. Shit, mein Make-up. Ich wische an meinen Augen herum.
Durchatmen. "Was meinen Sie?"
Das kann einfach nicht stimmen. Das wüsste ich. Aber warum weine ich dann?
Ich werde nicht wiederkommen.
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This is some kind of insanity
That I don't know how to escape from
Over and over in my mind
Some weird rollercoaster
Made of my thoughts
Giggling in a strange voice -
It's probably my own
The monster is accusing me
Of cruel deeds
I haven't yet done
"Isn't it a wordless beauty
Isn't it a harmony
Isn't it the only love
You'll ever find
In your sick heart?"
Go away, go away
Don't you know
I don't want you here
This you really can't call love
Go and haunt another one
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In my world
Everything
Circles around
What I crave most
In your world
Everything
Seems to be
Perfectly right
In his world
Everything
Is a party
Just for him
In her world
Everything
Is as perfect
As they say
In its world
Everything
Is just right
Or is just wrong
In our world
Everything
Should be the way
We dream about it
In your world
Everything
Keeps telling you
That you are happy
In their world
Everything
Shows them
How to do it right
In this world
Everything
Is a lie
But can we change it?
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The traumatized child
Is sitting in the corner
All curled up
Crying silently
The happy child
Is sitting in the grass
With a loving mother
Laughing happily
The depressed child
Is sitting on the sofa
Doing nothing
Waiting for death
The innocent child
Is sitting in school
With good friends
Chatting permanently
They're all one
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Es tut mir wirklich leid, dass ich so obsessiv bin
Es tut mir wirklich leid, dass ich so krank bin
Es tut mir wirklich leid, dass ich Verständnis will
Es tut mir wirklich leid, dass ich Unmögliches verlange
Es tut mir wirklich leid, dass ich dir das antue
Ich wollte nur mal sagen, dass es mir leid tut
Aber ich kann nicht anders
"I love you, I love you, but I lost control"
Third Realm - S**c*d* Note
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Got to a point
Where I don't know how
To go on
To a point
To a breaking point
Where
Every single word
Simply tortures me
Is it here
Is it now
Is it somewhere else
Where to go
Where to stay
Or to stay asleep
It is you or me
And this bothers me
Everytime
Everywhere
And I'm tired of fighting
Don't come close
Not to close
Stay away from me
But it's you
And I want you
To stay with me
WHAT THE F*CK, THAT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE AT ALL
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