Flippy

      Hier der Link zu meinem Gedichte Thread vor der Namensänderung. ;)


      Finally
      I'm in a good mood again
      Everything looks light
      And isn't
      Sizzling brown anymore
      Though I'm kinda tired
      And I'm still sick
      I can feel it get better

      But I know
      That it will take
      No more than a tiny poke
      To push me out of this bright place
      I can ignore this
      As long as I'm here

      ♥♥♥

      HOPE

      First it glows
      Then it blinds

      First it helps
      Then destroys

      First it's truth
      Then it'll forsake you

      One can't do anything but hope
      Though it might be the last thing to

      In the end when you're crying
      You notice you still had hope

      Who has no hope
      Has no despair

      HOPE or NO HOPE???
      Haha you really think it's a CHOICE???

      What what
      You gotta be gotta be
      Joking guys
      I mean
      S.e.r.i.o.u.s.l.y.
      You can't do this
      A little innocent Barbie
      Simply doesn't fit there
      As part of that crew
      Last time when a new one came
      She was funny and cool
      And perfectly matched the team
      The new one's position
      Is made for some kind
      Of warrior
      Or tough guy
      Not for a fucking beauty ideal

      Great music
      Is not a still lake
      It's like a waterfall
      Like a puzzle
      Where every piece
      Perfectly fits its place

      Something
      That makes you
      Sing along automatically
      Even if
      You listen to it
      For the first time

      And you
      Just want to be a part
      Of this world
      Where fairies
      Dance over the water
      And a snail in a suit
      Is the drummer

      So just
      Come with me
      Through the silk fire
      Let's eat
      Some good feelings
      Let's jump
      Off a cliff
      Onto a cloud
      Like a soft matress
      {°○~☆~○°}

      Did you ever listen
      To the voice inside your head
      Did you ever see
      The shadows of the dead
      Did you ever keep
      A tear inside your eye
      Did you ever live
      A life just like a lie

      Was there ever void
      In your sane little mind
      Was there ever someone
      In your world who isn't kind
      Was there ever thoughtfulness
      In the way you treat your friends
      Was there ever depression
      And the turn of thought "all ends"

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      After all
      I'm still alive

      Almost two years ago when it begun
      I'd never thought
      It would become like this

      After all
      I'm still alive

      Once I spent a few days in the hospital
      I was in a mental hospital for four times
      I cut myself to the bone at least once

      After all
      I'm still alive

      I'm fourteen
      It was a lot of shit

      After all
      I'm still alive

      Took lots of psycho meds
      Legally
      I loved Tavor, I gotta confess

      After all
      I'm still alive

      Was es für mich ist, einfach zu schreiben.

      Ich bohre ein winziges Loch
      In mein Herz
      An der Stelle
      Die am meisten weh tut

      Dann lasse ich alles einfach hinauslaufen
      Schmerz, Traurigkeit, Angst
      Egal ob es sich reimt
      Solange der Rhythmus halbwegs stimmt

      Und es geht nicht darum einen Moment festzuhalten
      Es geht darum einfach alles rauszulassen
      Ich kann nur selten richtig weinen
      Deshalb schreibe ich

      To myself I don't make sense
      I lie here
      Feeling the pain
      It tears me apart
      please sterilize me
      They hid the painkillers
      Like the rest of the meds
      So I don't kill myself
      It hurts, I'd take only one
      please sterilize me
      Oh god
      This is horrible
      Hear me
      No, you never did
      please sterilize me
      Whoever you are
      Take the curse away
      So I can stand upright
      Without wanting to vomit
      please sterilize me
      I never wanted
      It wasn't my choice
      It triggers
      And it hurts so much
      PLEASE STERILIZE ME

      The moment - embrace
      Live in disgrace
      Once you were proud
      But fell down off your cloud

      You want to be better
      I wanna see you try
      You want a life without matter
      But I will make you cry

      Look down at me
      A shaking maggot in the filth
      Please don't
      Kick me in the face again

      Tears and sweat and blood will tell
      Which one of us must go to hell
      But if you look behind the fence
      Angels invite you to dance

      Sing along the rain
      Run after a train
      Take the lords name
      In vain
      What am I sayin'
      What is the capital of maine
      'Cause when you're layin'
      And prayin'
      That Abel was killed by Cain
      One kind of bird is the crane
      I'm not quite sane
      Almost insane
      Live my life in pain
      Like the books about Darth Bane
      You need fame
      To tame
      The same
      Is lame

      BWAAAAAAHAAAHAAAHAAAHAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (total sinnlos)

      Also gesund ist das ja nicht, nein.

      Haben Sie auch schon gehört...

      Absolut unglaublich. Und das hier.

      Nein. Es ist absolut nicht zu fassen.

      Aber sie ist erst ein Kind. Ein Kind!

      Wie kann das nur sein. Die Eltern...

      Wie alt war sie noch? Unglaublich!

      Wen meinen Sie? Ich habe noch nie von ihr gehört! Und sie wohnt hier in der Gegend?

      Unfassbar! Wie kann man ein Mädchen nur derart verwahrlosen lassen?

      ICH KANN EUCH HÖREN, IHR IDIOTEN!!!

      I close my eyes and make a wish
      Though I have little hope for this to happen
      Don't know what it is that keeps you away
      Probably my sickness is my only guess

      Revive
      Reanimate
      Bring back to life

      So just tell me what have I done
      Well, I know what I did
      But what especially keeps you away
      Don't dare to call it could offend or creep you even more

      Revive
      Reanimate
      Bring back to life

      What can I do?
      Please tell me