Flippy

Flippy · 25. Februar 2014, 15:05

Sun shines
but my skin stays pale
'cause I stay inside

I wouldn't call it Hikikomori
fresh air just doesn't comfort me

yay yay it's spring again
but my feelings stay all cold
I'm tired I can't stand it
don't know what I'm here for

Flippy · 25. Februar 2014, 15:24

People don't believe it
but I had a good childhood
actually I still have

well, sometimes I feel horrible
but who doesn't
it's much worse for others

They're all like:
"Gosh, why are you doing this? What happened to you?"
Nothing to explain it. Really.

Flippy · 25. Februar 2014, 16:17

Große Trauer überall
Denn es ist kein Mehl mehr da

Und wie wohl so jeder weiß
Keine Cookies ohne Mehl

Hilfe, Hilfe große Not

Flippy · 27. Februar 2014, 17:52

I was one step away
How did I make it today
This pictures in my head
Are their own kind of torture
Oh, not like this torture
It's the awareness
Of what my mind tells me to do

All the humans irritate me
Tell teachers 'bout insanity
Hope the psychodoc will give me
What I'll ask her for tomorrow

Flippy · 27. Februar 2014, 18:45

There's no solace
There's no tear
There's no hope
There's no pride
There's no love
There's no friendship
There's no care
There's no light
There's no sanity
There's no escape
What is left?

Flippy · 1. März 2014, 15:32

Can you tell me
how
why
when
Did I become like this

Flippy · 1. März 2014, 19:12

Let me tell you my name
Oh, forgot I don't have one
I'm the voice inside your head
Keeping you awake at night

All your sorrow, all your pain
Is only coming out of me
You can't run away from me
I'm a voice INSIDE YOUR HEAD

Flippy · 2. März 2014, 11:11

And yes we have
no clue what to do
We can only hope
that one day our dreams come true
We've always wanted
to live in a better world
You want back to start
I want you to stay with me

Flippy · 4. März 2014, 13:02

One day I'll do something unforgiveable
~can't control the sickness~
Forsake someone
~can't control the sickness~
Really wished I could say it's not my fault
~can't control the sickness~
Being physically evil or a sick psycho, what's worse?
~can't control the sickness~
The flaw in my mind nothing can erase
~can't control the sickness~
Don't know what's the real me
~can't control the sickness~
But believe me I didn't want to be like this
~can't control the sickness~
It's too much
~can't control the sickness~

Flippy · 4. März 2014, 13:05

Let's build a home for lost souls
Where children have their dreams come true
An impossible little Utopia
For them to have a future
And be around others like them

Flippy · 7. März 2014, 13:23

The price for pride
Can be lethal to a world
It can start wars
Make love fall
Betray faith

It's necessary

Flippy · 8. März 2014, 20:33

I'm sorry I was rude
I didn't want to go there
And it was too much
Couldn't handle it

But please let me alone
There's no need to do this
So I reacted wrong
I can't make it undone
But leave it as it is

Flippy · 9. März 2014, 19:28

Perfection
never was achieved by a human
Anytime we think, something's perfect
It's improving or breaking
But we keep looking
for the unreachable
perfection

Flippy · 9. März 2014, 19:33

Got to walk away from here
Got to wake up from this
Got to take it as it is
Ignorance is our bliss

Higher, higher up above
Slumbers the one whom I owe
What is hate and what is love
You will reap just what you sow

Flippy · 10. März 2014, 15:44

Könnte triggern!!!

I painted a picture
all over my arms
Carved deep-going patterns
like it was nothing

I liked to see
what is inside
Opened it up
searched through myself

Flippy · 27. Januar 2015, 19:22

Understanding

I understood
What was wrong with me
Finally
And I understood
That it isn't wrong
Finally

It was wrong
To live as someone I wasn't
And though to most people it's still the same
At least I know
And I don't have to decieve
myself anymore