Unwind


locked in cage of barbed wire
falling deep so deep
trying to unwind
but the pressure makes me feel
that i'll never get higher

you tell me that i have to speak
that i've to answer your words
trying to unwind
but when i look in your eyes
i see that i've hurt you

they tell me to work hard
just to reach their aims
trying to unwind
they'd like to be proud of me
but i can only fail

standing in front of your grave
on a grey and cloudy day
trying to unwind
but this memories
still are raining down on me

cruel feelings of love, life, dead
i still can feel the pressure
trying to unwind
but the abasment of life
will bring me on my knees again

desperation, endless sleep
i wish i could be alone forever
trying to unwind
but i've to see the abject ruins of my life
every day again and again

give me just one moment to unwind
one moment to clear my head
one moment to cry alone in the dark
one moment to be me
but tomorrow i'll still be the same
caught behind the walls
that i've built around myself
playing just a role in life
one day i'll lose myself