/the same, the same every day, every minute / I forget the time when I'm with you/ it's so lovely but what if it ends? / will I have enough strenght to search for something I can hold on? / Do you see me? / I can't. I can't see my eyes when I look in the mirror / it's not a black hole. but something like this / I just can't see them / it's scary, isn't it? / and it's also insane, I imagine how it would be if I was insane / I guess that's the answere to so much things. / but not my eyes, I don't know if they are still there / where they? / this can't be my imagination I want to love myself / I stare into the mirror / until the cover falls down / and I see the bloody disgusting slit cut smashed pulped object which is just me. / this can't be, it's not worth to love someone with such thoughts / t's so silly, stop loving me / please, even if it's everything I want / I'm afraid I could hurt you / when I'm dreaming of cutting down my skin / discovering the white flesh underneath. /